20.01.05
I am unable to choose a mood…
At the moment my mood is crazily swinging between 'very very angry' and 'very very sad' and a weird 'absentness'. It would be wonderful to find a balance or normality.
But I refuse to be bogged down. I refuse to become a recluse, watching 'friends' episodes on the lounge till I lose any sense of reality.
And so I move on…
KYLC was hard and challenging – but very good. I especially learned alot from strand group – Biblical Theology is not as scary as it sounds. I hope to use what I learned this year… Personally I enjoyed the Colossians talks alot – especially regarding hope and a life pointing to Christ. … so much to do this year.. And it was good to be away with friends… no matter how hard it was.
Other things I filled my time with; sailing, shopping, card playing (I learnt 3 new games!), movie watching and making pants (well… I cut them out).
Meanwhile I am trying to reclaim something that resembles a routine while re-developing a computer mouse callous.