29.03.05

a nice weekend…

Posted in Uncategorized at 3:47 pm by Sarah

On the suggestion of dear Christopher (and to our amusement) we went to see Miss Congeniality 2 on thursday night. It was… a 'Speed 2' of a kind. Well the one similarity it was that they ended up in a ship at the end! But generally hilarious for both guys and girls (the hilarity was perhaps added to by the hype of having 4 days off ahead of us..)and only a small sub-plot of romance which was unusual, but ok by me.

Friday was church – and then I wrote my youth church study. It gives the resurrection yet another angle when you actually have to impress the importance of it onto 13 year-olds. But in the end it went really well. I am always surprised at how God works through me when I present a study.

And then Saturday was my first time at the Royal Easter Show. My wishes were granted- plus some… it was SO much fun! Hedley (the friend with the connections) got us guest member passes so we avoided crowds alot.

Snapshots of the day…

- Watching as Jess made a fool of herself and had photo with the Nesquick bunny
- finishing off 2 buckets of fairy floss, 20 Krispy Kreams and a variety of 'grease-on-a-sticks' between us. (please note I was not involved in any dagwood dog/battered cheese consumage during the course of the day)..
- Watching the 'axe throwing' – it involved throwing a double sided axe at a target – scary/interesting to watch..
- Wondering whether it was worth waiting in line for 1/2 an hour to see a pig jump into a tank of water..
- convincing Jess that I would take her to Parkes and she could have her photo with any number of sheep when she wanted to pay to have a photo with a lamb..
- Having my photo taken with Jess on a police motorbike… and suddenly being handcuffed by the officer!!??
- the Storm Riders and the the motorbike jump peoples – so much scarier in real life!!
- Chris and Leigh getting afro and Jamaican wigs respectively..
- getting the best view for the fireworks.. :)
- a ride in the Ferris Wheel… classic

Meanwhile I am still recovering… it was apparently a little more exhausting than I realised at the time… the fog set in around lunch-time yesterday… but it was so worth it.

22.03.05

I'm ok

Posted in Uncategorized at 8:50 pm by Sarah

Bleargh… I hate weeks like last week.. but they happen..

Meanwhile I am rejoicing with flatmates over one's joberation and the other's licensation… It's nice to hear good news.

Work is going well for once… I'm glad I stayed – but I'm also glad that I'm not staying forever.

My church in Parkes has finally disintegrated thanks to a destructive (and, according to my mother, evil) pastor. I'm glad I wasn't there to see it… how depressing. And my parents are still there waiting to see if there are any pieces left to be picked up. I don't know how they do it.

Saturday will be my first (and perhaps only) trip to the Easter Show. My hopes are simple and few – to find the farm animal pavilion, to buy a decent showbag and for it NOT to rain. However, as I type, the rain is coming down in buckets. Perhaps it's time to drag out the 'stump gumboots.

17.03.05

17571

Posted in Uncategorized at 7:51 pm by Sarah

I wish I had the freedom to write out everything that goes on in my brain without the fear of someone actually reading it…

I wish I could stop being distracted by my own little life and actually worry about what matters…

I wish I could stop, turn around, and go back. Or even jump forward to somewhere else.

I wish trust wasn't so hard… and that it would feel less risky…

I wish I could leave for a while…

08.03.05

Apologies for the Venting

Posted in Uncategorized at 8:45 pm by Sarah

For want of an alternative – my journal will have to be the place to vent…

I am slowly losing patience with my boss changing her mind constantly. It doesn't matter what it is. She'll give me instructions on a particular project and two days later she'll say 'that's not what I said!' and ramble off something completely different. I seriously need to invest in a pocket recorder.

Meanwhile I'll quietly tear out my hair…

Thank goodness for my plans TBA.